love beyond measure

[Sep. 27th, 2008|09:25 pm]

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i don't know what i've been spending my money on! it's so scary! i guess i just kept withdrawing that's why. urgh! all for food. :(

joy luck club & sing to the dawn are gonna be shown in cinemas soon. so much for studying it like mad. & so much for hating literature & loving movies! so ironic pls.

stupid unknown people are stupidly talking to me again. i've learnt not to accept stupid people on friendster or msn. freak, i don't even know you! dammit, you talk to me like im supposed to know you! ha, ask me which church im from then say "nothing" when i ask you why. sheesh! still can ask "can we be friends?" like, OBVIOUSLY NOT. what the heck, seriously.

P.S. my favourite phrase now is "what the heck"

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[Sep. 27th, 2008|01:43 am]

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“Sin will take you farther than you want to go,
keep you longer than you want to stay
and cost you more than you want to pay.”

thank God for His grace so sufficient for each day! (:

i thought this feeling was gone

[Sep. 23rd, 2008|08:41 pm]

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stayed home yesterday & today pls! went to ikea with jehanne yesterday for dinner, & today, went to tampines to find a phone with dad. but they're like all sold out. :( so upsetting. so i don't know when i'll get my new phone, but i want it ASAP! since i really can't make myself delete all those stuff, im just gonna change my phone.

i finished the first season of one tree hill already, & im gonna start on the 2nd season soon! ((: exciting. but sitting too long in front of my lappy is torturing. i just have to move. & i keep eating, i grew so so fat already pls. :( &&&&& the stupid weather is so stupidly warm! urrggghhhh!

i wanna travel the world.

"im leaving because i cannot look at you without my heart breaking."

PICTURES ARE UP!

[Sep. 22nd, 2008|02:25 pm]

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pictures are up for your viewing pleasure! check out what i've been doing this holiday! ((:

P.S. livejournal is damn screwed up now

MIANZY'S BIRTHDAY

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NPA CAREGROUP, 12 SEPT 2008

preparation!

larry's birthday celebration ((:

smoke. smoke. smoke.

my blessing. ((:

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A DAY WITH MUTS
our nonsense camwhoring! super unglam pls. haha!

THE END.

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i love my CG ((:

[Sep. 21st, 2008|11:04 pm]

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the highlight for this week is NP A! (: met them on wed & the whole weekend! on wed, it was a journey to the west for me! we met up at queenstown for dinner. ((: really good food pls. then we went shopping at anchorpoint! really cheap stuff pls! haha!

then yesterday, woke up super early to meet a few of them at chinatown for jamming! it was good man! ((: even though i just nua-ed at the couch & watched them play. haha, damn fun. then larry came up with "budget brain" like damn randomly. it was damn funny. & larry was damn mean pls. making fun of me everywhere i go just cos i stay in pasir ris & have never been to many places in singapore. then we went to plaza sing for lunch, & went to suntec together for arrow service! ((: oh my gosh. sermon was really good. praise God! but i was just really tired. i think the sun drained all my energy. super hot these days pls. arrow ended late, then we quickly went for dinner!

today, met up with them to take tickets, then we went to eat, and went for 4th service. iris said that yi wei & i were damn noisy during service cos we kept laughing. HAHA. she was really funny what! after service more funny stuff happened, then the guys wanted to go jamming again, so i went home cos by the time they finish jamming, it'd be really late. i mean, not everyone stays as far as i do. haha! but it has been a really fruitful weekend! nothing can ever beat this pls. the company of God's people. :D & i really thank God im in this cg! so so blessed. (:

PICTURES FROM LAST WEEK WILL BE UP TOMORROWWW! :D

larry's joke:
larry: "want to hear a joke?"
janey: "yes!"
larry: "janey."
seriously, he's damn evil pls.

larry: "want to hear a joke?"
charlene: "yes!"
ailin & janey: "LARRY!"
jane: "that's a stupid joke"
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

yi wei's joke:
"how to cook half boil egg? boil the water, then hold one end of the egg and put half of it into the boiling water. since it's so hot, you might drop the egg. if you do, take a new egg and repeat again."
ZOMGGGG. hahahaha! i can't believe i laughed so long over a stupid joke!

SEMESTER 2 TIMETABLE!

[Sep. 19th, 2008|06:24 pm]

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OH. MY. GOSH. i just got my timetable today! & sem 2's timetable is good, but super sian. monday 3 lectures pls. what the heck. & i was so used to 1 lecture! & everyday i start at 9am except thurs which i start at 10am. OH MYYY. my prayer was answered though, to end school early! the latest is 4pm! HALLELUJAH!

karuna, belinda & my best friend still teaching us! hoho. bernie & sha, told you she refuses to break with me. HAHAHA. (inside joke.) i'll miss winnie & ms tan though. &&& NO IT NEXT SEMESTER!!! HOOORAYYY!!! :D :D :D

okay, maybe after all sem 2 will be fun. (except mondays. ZOMG) my next prayer will be for good lecturers as nice as karuna! im excited to start school now pls! :D

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RESULTS

[Sep. 15th, 2008|11:41 am]

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the first thing i did today was logging into npal to check my results. it was about 10am. the weather so freaking nice but everyone kept messaging me about my results. what the. my sister was on the phone too, calling like almost everyone in her contacts. so i couldn't sleep, i just had to wake up. then i checked my results.

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soon im gonna meet muts for our mcvalue lunch. LOL?!
&&& yesterday i had my 3rd (&last) hep B jab! ((: praise God it's over. so freaking pain pls.

P.S. if you want me to ignore you, ask for my results.

many many pictures will be up soon.

i seriously wish i could just talk to you again. i want to share this joy & this sorrow with you. but im no one to you now.
it's so damn hard losing your best friend.

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[Sep. 13th, 2008|03:01 pm]

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this week has been like WOAH. gone by so fast, & so so fruitful! (: i spent my whole week with my closest, bestest friends everrr. firstly, i'd like to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to kor kor, larry & mianzy. ((:

i was kinda stressed at first, cos i had to plan birthdays & think of something really special to do for them. & i didn't wanna do the same thing cos i must make them all feel special. & so i did! im so happy. hahaha!

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sunday served again & it was awesome. i kinda told lucy about like how i felt serving, but then suddenly something just changed on the inside. i could definitely feel it, cos i enjoyed serving! praise God! now i miss my JK kids pls. they're adorable. saw jane serving at JK too! HAHA. so exciting!

after serving, i didn't go for 4th. :( so i didn't go for service at all. met dad, mum & jehanne instead for crabs! haha. IT WAS SO AWESOME PLS! i love crabs. then later rushed home just to watch camp rock. lol?! i think demi lovato is really pretty. can't believe she's freaking younger than me. i watched it just for joe jonas actually. :/

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monday went out with mianzy! we went to bugis to eat some chinese restaurant noodles. nice man! then we talked super a lot. & went to visit the veggie! HAHA. she's working at macs pls. then we waited for kl but in the end she went out somewhere else. sheesh. so mianzy & i went to cityhall then to tamp! so exciting pls. must so hang out soon again mianzy! love you like crap.

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tuesday stayed home to complete mianzy's present.

ah! i love it pls. haha. i was so excited when i completed it.

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wednesday, went for mianzy's birthday chalet! it was fun. we took like a whole lot of pictures pls. hahaha! walked around with weers & melly, then realised that a whole lot of people we know are like having chalet same place, same time! zomg pls. then we were locked out of the chalet cos they all went to arcade! LOL?! then weers, melly & i just sat at the pavillion & talked! (: later, left at about 11pm.

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thursday, met mianzy, melly & kl for a movie! met up with melly first to really catch up, then movie with mianzy & kl. they didn't sleep during the chalet, so mianzy actually slept in the cinema. HAHAHAHA! we were watching wall-e & seriously, i almost slept too pls. only the spaceship part is exciting. i actually thought "are there gonna be any words at all?" lolololol. oh yes, & mianzy kept laughing at the fat people in the show! nothing funny what! they just move around in floating chairs only! she laughed to sleep pls. it was hilarious. then we went pasta mania & talked a lot too! (:

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friday, went to IKEA with mum for lunch, then she went to work, & i came home to sleep! because i wasn't feeling well. then i got up, went to cityhall to get some stuff for larry, & went for caregroup! ((: travelled all the way back to school! for a moment i felt damn new to school again. hahaha. then we had caregroup & we had our own mid autumn celebration! hahaha, we played with lanterns & sparkles! thanks to jeremy for all the stuff! then we just walked around school with lanterns. HAHA. so cool. really very fun. then when the whole place was filled with smoke, jolene was like "come let's sing a birthday song for larry!" then he was like "what? serious?" hahah. then gave him his brownie cake! ((: YAY! super exciting. we didn't really have the bestest like birthday surprise cos we didn't have the time.

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today, im slacking at home. haha. watch tv the whole day only. ((:

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BTW, im jealous! the 4th gen ipod nano looks good! mine's like the 2nd gen, exactly the same, just smaller screen. RAH! but but but. im happy as long as my nano's not the 3rd gen. HAHA. sucks la that one.

i've got a whole lot of pictures i need to get from people. im so praying for my own camera! update soon with more pictures!

P.S. what's more exciting than seeing Jesus work in my life? (:

[Sep. 11th, 2008|09:55 pm]

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im starting to hate a lot of people & things now. only when you freaking need me then you come to me. if not, you wouldn't even bother i exist. like when im talking to other people, you just cut in & leave me out. you always want to squeeze in, you never want to be the last. & then leave me to be the last. honestly, im like damn pissed. i didn't feel like going at first, but dammit, i have to be there now. & yes, thank you so much, i'll be doing this on my own again. don't need your help, don't even need to see you pls. & BTW, if laughing is such a problem for you, then too bad. be sad all your life i don't care. you freaking have a problem with people who laugh. what are you? a freaking robot?

AH! SHUT UP & STOP PISSING ME OFF!

to melly, mianzy, weersy, lanzy, i love you all. (: seriously you guys made my whole week. & you guys are the only people i can be so open with, so "anyhow" with. i guess you guys are the ones who know me the longest ever. love you all.

update more soon.